The Filipino Experience on Gender Expression in Surigao City

The Filipino Experience on Gender Expression in Surigao City


Lucy L. Teves, PhD, RN (Orcid No. 0000-0003-0939-2824)

Herley An H. Leyva - anrpmtwt@gmail.com

Nicole Grace I. Nepomuceno – nicoleisrael99n@gmail.com

 

 

 

Abstract

 

This study explored the Filipino experiences of LGBTQIA+ (Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Transgender, Queer, Intersex, Asexual) individuals in Surigao City. This qualitative study used Colaizzi’s (1978) descriptive phenomenology. The researchers identified their informants based on the criteria such as: being part of the LGBTQIA+ community, residing in Surigao City, and are 18 years old and above; objectives of the study, and through the use of the snowball sampling method to find the ten (10) people needed for the study. The researchers’ followed the process of the phenomenological descriptive method of Colaizzi's (1978), 267 meanings units were extracted from their responses which evolved into the development of emergent themes reflecting the experiences of the informants. From these meaning units, twenty-four (24) cluster themes and six (6) emergent themes were drawn from the informants’ narrative data. Theme One: SELF-DISCOVERY: Shaping Oneself; is about the individual experiences that influenced their gender identity; Theme Two: DIFFICULTIES AND CHALLENGES: Discrimination and Prejudice; Theme Three: CONCEALMENT: Preservation of the Self; Theme Four: COPING: Resilience and Positivity; which talk about the informants’ experiences on creating coping strategies to battle against discrimination and prejudice; Theme Five: ACCEPTANCE: Its Complexities and Across Relationships; that talk about the informants’ accepting themselves or receiving acceptance from others; and Theme Six: EXPRESSION: Authenticity and Liberation of the Self; which highlights the informants’ gender expression: appearance, clothing, style, and attitude and behaviors. Hence, for someone to understand their gender expression, it is crucial to look into their journey of self-discovery, the obstacles encountered, and other circumstances that allows them to openly be the person they choose to be today. Indeed, the informants’ experiences from their family, friends, or society has made a huge impact on shaping their choice in clothing, style, or their attitudes and behaviors towards themselves and other people.

 

Keywords: LGBTQIA+ (Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Transgender, Queer, Intersex, Asexual), Colaizzi’s Descriptive Phenomenology, Self-Discovery, Difficulties and Challenges,

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Introduction

 

The term “gender expression” is defined as the way in which a person conveys their gender to the world. It refers to how an individual chooses to present their gender identity, whether through their name, pronouns, appearance, clothing, hairstyle, actions, voice, or physical features (Amoah, 2022). It typically reflects a person’s identity, which makes it separated and independent from both sexual orientation and sex assigned at birth (Chies, 2020). While many people express themselves in ways that are consistent with societal expectations regarding sex and gender, others may choose to use expressions that defy those expectations. Globally, one percent (1%) of adults describe themselves as non-binary, non-conforming, gender-fluid, transgender, or “in another way”, rather than identifying themselves as male or female (Masterson, 2021).

 

In many cultures, social norms and beliefs about how people should behave, present themselves, and express themselves based on their assigned sex are still common. When a person exhibits their gender in a way that does not conform to social or cultural standards about gender, bullying, discrimination, and harassment may be used against them. Roughly, eight (8) in ten (10) adults in the United States of America said that there is some sort of discrimination against transgender in their society; sixty (60) percent stated that a person’s gender is determined by their sex at birth, up from fifty-six (56) percent in 2021 and fifty-four (54) percent in 2017. (Parker, et.al, 2022).

 

Gender expression is one of the many struggles, particularly for Filipinos who experience discrimination and prejudice in the Philippines itself. Not only do gender expression issues revolve around the stigma governed by individuals, especially Filipinos, but it can also form problems in their gender identity and gender roles that is still observable in today’s generation. In fact, according to the Psychological Association of the Philippines or PAP (2020), many Filipino LGBTs still continue to experience stigma, prejudice, and discrimination and often struggle with social pressures to conceal, deny, or even try to modify their identities and expressions in order to be accepted by society and enjoy their rights. Furthermore, the Philippines is known to have a strong sense of Catholicism, which has perceived to become an adversity in queer individuals. This is due to the fact that it firmly holds on to traditional paradigms that prevent the acceptance of different gender identities and expressions (Chongbian, et.al, 2021). Thus, this may lead to societal stigma and discrimination against these individuals and can manifest in different ways such as prejudice, exclusion, marginalization, and alienation. Furthermore, breaking free from deep-rooted beliefs takes time and effort, and progress may be slow in dismantling discriminatory attitudes.

 

In Surigao City, Surigao Del Norte, the stigma on gender expression especially towards the LGBTQIA+ community is still evident. According to Sarmiento (2019), only two (2) of the twenty-seven (27) provinces, Agusan Del Norte and Dinagat Islands, and also only two of thirty-three (33) cities in Mindanao, Butuan City and Davao City, Surigao City not included, have anti-discrimination ordinances that offer protection and respect towards the lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender (LGBT) community. Moreover, there is only a considerable amount of literature in the world and only little can be found in the Philippines, that tackles gender expression.

 

In this study, the researchers sought to examine the Filipino experience on gender expression in individuals residing in Surigao City. The researchers believe that the relationship between the Filipino experience and gender expression must be studied because of prevalent issues such as prejudice, discrimination, and concealment that is experienced by men, women, but most especially the LGBTQIA+ community. Experiencing stigma and prejudice on an interpersonal level can affect how people, especially the LGBTQIA+ individuals, present and express themselves in both private and public spaces. Hence, this may lead to self-censorship and hiding which can cause emotional distress and internal conflict; can take a severe toll on their mental health, and can exacerbate feelings of shame, self-doubt, and low self-esteem due to fear, prejudice, and discrimination. Overall, the research paper aims to help in the progressiveness of the Filipino community on this residing subject, provide a solid foundation for Filipinos who are part of the LGBTQIA+ community in Surigao City, and to also contribute to the society at large by bringing awareness on how a person’s experience/s in terms of their gender expression impact their decisions in life, mental health, social well-being, and most importantly their preferences when it comes to expressing themselves.

 

 

 

Philosophical Underpinning

 

Phenomenology was used in this research. Phenomenology is a research approach that aimed to describe the essence of a phenomenon by investigating it from the perspective of individuals who had experienced it (Teherani et al, 2015). Additionally, it is an intellectual engagement in interpretations and meaning formation that was used to understand human beings' lived worlds at a conscious level (Qutoshi, 2018). The purpose of phenomenology was to describe the significance of this experience, both in terms of what was experienced and how it was experienced (as cited in Neubauer et al, 2019; Teherani et al, 2015).

 

Specifically, descriptive phenomenology was applied to this study. Descriptive phenomenology aimed to uncover the fundamental characteristics or core structure of any phenomenon being studied, focusing on the attributes that defined it as itself, as opposed to something different (Morrow et al, 2015). In topics with limited prior research, like the one explored, the Filipino experience on gender expression, descriptive phenomenology was particularly useful. Hence, the researchers highlighted a technique presented by Colaizzi (1978), a seven-step process that ensured comprehensive analysis while preserving data precision at each step. Elaborate firsthand depictions of experiences were essential for this approach, which could be collected through various methods, including in-person interviews.

 

The following steps represented Colaizzi’s process for phenomenological data analysis:

1.     Transcribe and Familiarize: Each transcript was read several times to gain a general understanding of the data.

2.     Extract Significant Statements: Significant statements that pertained to the phenomenon under study were identified and labeled.

3.     Formulate Meanings: Meanings were formulated from the identified significant statements.

4.     Cluster Themes: Meanings found throughout the data were clustered and categorized into common themes.

5.     Create Exhaustive Description: The findings of the study were written into an exhaustive description of the phenomenon under study.

6.     Produce Fundamental Structure: Statements that described the essential structure of the phenomenon were developed.

7.     Validate Findings: The fundamental structure was presented to participants, and results were verified with their experiences.

 

This study leaned on an ontological view. Ontology explored the nature of social reality. It maintained that reality was subjective and differed from person to person (as cited in Bradshaw et al, 2017; Parahoo, 2014). In this case, the researchers assumed that various realities or experiences occurred in the lives of the LGBTQs among Surigaonons.

 

 

 

Methods and Materials

 

This study utilized the descriptive phenomenological research by Colaizzi (1978). This phenomenological method was used to uncover the genuine experience of the phenomenon under investigation. Its purpose is to describe the universal essence of a lived experience, which embodied the phenomenon's real nature (Willis et al, 2016).

 

The researchers employed a qualitative approach using descriptive phenomenology. According to the phenomenological approach, the situation itself referred to the subjective perceptions, feelings, and reactions experienced by the participants in a specific life scene. This design was considered appropriate to use in this study, in view of the fact that it was employed in social psychology research to investigate and describe people’s lived experiences.

 

The informants of this study were selected individuals who are part of the LGBTQIA+ community residing in Surigao City, and 10 were involved in the study. The researchers identified the informants using the snowball sampling method. Informants were chosen based on the criteria established by the researchers. The following qualities were followed to fulfill the necessities of the study:

1.     The informant was part of the LGBTQIA+ community.

2.     The informant resides in Surigao City.

3.     The informant was 18 years old and above.

 

An open-ended semi-structured interview was enacted as the primary data collection tool in this study. The formulated questions were based on the purpose provided to explore the lived experiences of individuals who belonged to the LGBTQ+ community regarding gender expression. Accordingly, the researchers utilized the following instruments in gathering the data:

 

Researcher-Made Interview Questions: During the formal interview process, this instrument was used to gather and comprehend what the respondents had to say by asking thought-provoking questions about their own experiences.

 

Recording Device: This tool was used to record the verbatim responses of the informants.

 

The researchers prepared a letter of permission to conduct the study to the Dean of the College of Health Sciences and to the Director of the University Research Institute and Development. Upon approval, the researchers proceeded to determine the informants through the use of the snowball sampling technique. The researchers ensured that the conduct of the study contained the informed consent of the informants during the one-on-one in-depth interview.

 

In the conduct of the interview, the experience of the informants was first identified by asking the grand tour question: “What were your experiences, being part of the LGBTQ, in terms of gender expression?”. Second, the researchers set their personal ethical guidelines in conducting an interview wherein confidentiality was of utmost importance and priority by maintaining to themselves that they knew nothing about the informants’ background, explicitly their feelings and insights. Third, the information acquired from the informants was secured, and a follow-up question was asked following the replies to the grand tour question. During the interview, an audio recording was done with the consent of the informants, and other information shared would be taken down as notes for additional reference. Informants were requested to respond honestly to the questions. The next step was arranging and transcribing the responses of informants obtained from the interview. The next process also included data analysis, and lastly, based on the transcribed data, the researchers deduced plausible solutions and constructed a conclusion for the study’s aims. Furthermore, the study’s discussions and implications were included in this stage.

 

 

Results and Discussion

 

From the formulated meanings, 24 cluster themes, and 6 emergent themes were derived from the narrative data provided by the informants. The analysis focused on the most detailed and descriptive statements relevant to the study's objectives.

 

 

 

Table 1. Frequency Count and Percentage Distribution of Profile of the Informants

 

Profile

f

%

Sex at Birth

 

 

      Male

5

50

      Female

5

50

Gender Identity

 

 

      Lesbian

2

20

      Gay

1

10

      Bisexual

4

40

      Transgender

2

20

      Pansexual

1

10

Age

 

 

19 years old

2

20

20 years old

1

10

21 years old

1

10

23 years old

1

10

24 years old

1

10

25 years old

1

10

27 years old

1

10

50 years old

1

10

52 years old

1

10

Barangay

 

 

Taft

3

30

San Juan

1

10

Washington

3

30

Sabang

2

20

Rizal

1

10

Religion

 

 

Roman Catholic

9

90

Iglesia Ni Cristo

1

10

Educational Attainment

 

 

Undergraduate

6

60

College

4

40

Total

10

100

 

 

 

 

 

Table 2. Theme One: Self-Discovery: Shaping Oneself

Reference No.

Formulated Meanings

Cluster Theme

Emergent Theme

A16

Acknowledged that some gays will pursue an open relationship but is not fond of it anymore.

Comparison

SELF DISCOVERY

A17

She does not like to pursue an open relationship in Surigao anymore, unlike when she was in Japan.

A20

Suggested that those  who  are bullied are provocative in manner.

A23

Acknowledged the diversity within the LGBTQIA+ community.

A25

Does not consider herself as an easy target for bullying.

A26

Compared herself to other gays.

A34

Emphasized concerns with other gays engaging in negative actions.

C65

Expressed that others are not aware that they did not want it to happen, but occurred because they feel that way.

I218

Expressed that her father realized that she isn’t the same as other gays.

I219

Determined to not be treated in a derogatory manner unlike others.

I237

Acknowledged that there are different variations to behavior or attitudes of bisexuals.

I238

Expressed that there are certain other bisexuals who are professional, but do not act professionally in front of someone.

A27

The shift in her gender identity was not forced compared to other bisexuals, gays, or transgenders.

Sense of Doubt and Identity Exploration

C55

During her high school days, she began to question her gender identity.

E118

Felt guilty and contemplated her gender identity when she was a child.

F140

There was a period of confusion and questioning about their identity.

 

G170

There is a transition from being heterosexual to bisexual.

I208

At age 25, she started thinking about getting married to a woman.

J265

She was in a state of wandering.

J266

Expressed that there was a period of wandering and uncertainty about their identity, femininity emerged eventually.

J254

Expressed how the journey starts with being gay before transitioning.

A31

Stated that it is conservative in Iglesia ni Kristo.

Family and Social Expectations

C66

She felt afraid because society considered it unconventional.

D73

Expressed that people assume that she is bisexual and might be interested in men.

D77

Expressed that her family expects her to end up with a guy.

D85

Her family believes that she will get romantically involved with a guy.

D86

Her family asks her why she has no boyfriend and compares her to her cousins who have boyfriends.

D94

Expressed that being the youngest, all the pressure is left with her.

D95

Her family emphasized that she should have a male partner.

D96

Being the only girl, her family expects her to produce grandchildren.

D97

The aunt exerts pressure by consistently emphasizing that she has to learn how to do things for her future husband.

E125

Her grandmother expressed skepticism implying that her feelings might change in the future.

E127

She told her grandmother that she does not want to have a child.

F150

Parents expressed an expectation to marry.

F151

Parents interfered in choosing a partner for him.

I229

Expressed that her family became happier when she got married even though they knew she was gay.

B42

Dressed up by the older sister and shaped their early perceptions on how to look good dressing up like a girl.

Influence

B43

Highlights the gullibility as a young child to external suggestions and opinions.

E119

Her sense of doubt comes from the influence of religion and her family

H177

Adapted bisexuality from peers.

H194

Describes her sexuality as hopping on the trend.

I210

She got married to a woman at the age of 27 because they had a child.

I216

Fell in love with her partner when she realized she was pregnant.

H195

Envisions having a husband instead of a same-sex relationship.

Desire for a Family

H196

Prefers having biological children rather than adopting.

I209

Expressed that she wants to raise her own child and have her own family.

I212

She started to have feelings for a girl, only because she kept in mind that she wants to make her own family and have her own child to take care of.

I215

Her only intention was to have a baby with her partner.

A2

Expressed that she acts differently because she is not attracted to girls but to guys instead.

Sexual Attraction

A28

She confided with her mother about her gender attraction and suggests that she may be gay.

C56

Expressed that she was in a romantic relationship and likes girls.

C57

In high school, she was into girls more.

D74

She has not dated men because it’s usually girls.

D76

Identified her attraction to girls in her 6th grade.

I205

She feels flattered towards guys.

I206

Strongly expressed feelings of disgust towards girls.

I214

Did not feel any romantic attraction to her partner one year after she got married.

A1

Felt like a girl when she was younger; specifically during her kindergarten days.

Self-Realization

A3

She is self-aware that her gender identity is different from others.

A5

She feels that she is a woman in the body of a man.

C68

Acknowledged the inability to change because of how she truly felt.

D75

Began expressing her true self around 8th grade.

E113

She identified as bisexual during elementary up until high school.

E114

She only recently discovered that she is lesbian.

I204

She identifies as gay not bisexual at first.

I211

Identified herself as bisexual because she started to have feelings for a girl.

I213

Realized she is bisexual at the age of 25.

A19

She has no experience of getting bullied because she is a strong and intellectual person.

No Experiences of Discrimination

G168

Did not experience any bullying or discrimination growing up as a bisexual.

H185

Has not experienced any bullying or discrimination from being secretive.

I203

She is aware of the struggles of other LGBT individuals but has not experienced the same hardships.

I228

Has not experienced any familial pressure that they should get married or have a child.

I233

She      did not experience any discrimination.

I236

Expressed that she does not get scared wherever she goes.

 

Table 3. Theme Two: Difficulties and Challenges: Discrimination and Prejudice

Reference No.

Formulated Meanings

Cluster Theme

Emergent Theme

B48

Experienced discrimination and prejudice while growing up as an LGBTQ.

Interpersonal Bias

DIFFICULTIES AND CHALLENGES

C58

Fear arises because fathers did not accept her since no one in her  family  conforms  to non-normative gender identities

C64

Guys ask her what she can gain from a girl, and how she’s committing a sin against God.

E116

She had challenges and difficulties because of her family and not from other people.

F128

Discrimination is present in the household and is influenced by a set of values and religious beliefs.

F130

His father struggled to come to terms with the way he expressed their gender.

F132

People expressed that he doesn’t fit in the society.

F134

Feelings of shame and judgment are            encountered while expressing their gender.

F136

Faced rejection because of his appearance.

F142

Underwent a period of guilt and discomfort influenced by the way his parents treated him.

F161

Despite having different religious beliefs, there is no form of acceptance coming from his dad and grandmother.

I217

Being gay, she already struggled with her family, especially her father.

J247

Encountered stereotypes and negative perceptions associated with these labels.

J255

Conveys the difficulty of transitioning when met with misconceptions and judgment.

B49

Common experiences of discrimination in the LGBTQ+ community.

Injustice

B50

Expressed that bullying is widespread with reasons relating to being gay or flirtatious.

C63

Stated that she gets judged by men.

D84

Expressed that her friends didn’t mind her the next day, when they found out she had a romantic relationship with a girl.

D104

Expressed that she experiences discrimination because of her gender identity and the way she dresses.

F129

His parents exhibit homophobia.

F131

There is          aggression and no acceptance.

F145

Getting kicked out and having to finance one’s education.

I207

Noticed when her gay friends get older, they die without somebody by their side, since they became gay.

J239

Experienced            discrimination within society.

J244

Expresses that discrimination is something unavoidable.

J249

Highlights the challenges and pain of being generalized.

J250

Faced unfair judgment based on the actions of others.

J253

Has a strained relationship with her father due to his transphobia.

A22

Addressed the stereotype that being gay does not mean you are gay because of the multiple facets that make someone gay.

Labeling

B51

Conveys the experience of normalizing labeling and dehumanization.

C62

Expressed that people always say that she and tomboys are a burden to society.

D79

Her family caught her in her recent relationship with her ex and labeled the ex partner as “tomboy”.

D80

She      labeled her            family as homophobic.

D81

Her family called her a “demon” and that she’s committing a huge sin.

D83

She cut off her friends because they were homophobic.

E107

She feels uncomfy because she was surrounded by very close-minded people.

J260

Encountered            discrimination being labeled as a cross-dresser.

J246

There is a generalization of the term gay and getting labeled.

 

Table 4. Theme Three: Concealment: Preservation of the Self

Reference No.

Formulated Meanings

Cluster Theme

Emergent Theme

B45

Followed his parents' command on concealing his “gay” side.

Fear

CONCEALMENT

C59

In college, she did not reveal that she had a girlfriend because she did not want to be judged.

D88

She is afraid of what her family will be saying about her if she reveals that she is not straight.

D90

She is scared that she might be disowned or will lose support for her education if she will come out.

H181

Doesn’t openly declare that she is bisexual.

H183

Have no intentions of coming out to everyone.

H186

Prefers to keep her sexuality hidden in order to feel safe.

H191

There is questioning about her sexuality because of the fear of getting judged.

C67

Attempted to conform to societal expectations by trying to be straight.

Conformity

F141

Tried   to conform and pushed themselves to like girls.

F144

Pretended to be a heterosexual at home.

C60

Gained newfound confidence to introduce her girlfriend to her parents when she graduated.

Coming Out

D78

Her family is not aware of her gender identity and sexual orientation.

D82

She denied her partner by telling her family that they are best friends.

D87

She is currently in a relationship but has chosen not to disclose this information to her family because she is not ready.

D89

Considering coming out to her family when she has a stable job and achievements to show.

D99

Expressed that she does not want to come out because her family is close-minded.

D100

Has a hard time expressing her feelings and gender identity to her family.

E122

She sometimes feels that she has to suppress her feelings because of her younger brother.

I220

Expressing her transition to bisexual when she got married, made her struggle even more.

I232

She did not conceal her gender identity from her child.

 

Table 5. Theme Four: Coping: Resilience and Positivity

Reference No.

Formulated Meanings

Cluster Theme

Emergent Theme

B37

Perceives it as normal because they have mentally framed it as a challenge.

Stabilizing

COPING

B52

Adopted a strategy of balance in their behavior to prevent being criticized as someone “dirty”.

D93

She does not care what her father or someone else will think about her.

E109

She became more open and did not mind what her family had to say.

E110

Prioritized her own comfort until her family learned to accept her.

E117

She fought to prove that there is nothing wrong with being the way she is.

F149

Perseveres despite the blame and challenges related to his gender.

F164

Remained resilient despite the mistreatment.

I222

Attempted to explain to others who she is and asked for support.

Empowerment

J245

Refusing to allow negative energy influence her.

J251

Copes with challenges by seeking support from friends and expressing her feelings.

J259

Prioritized success and stability in the future.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Table 6. Theme Five: Acceptance: Its Complexities Across Relationships

Reference No.

Formulated Meanings

Cluster Theme

Emergent Theme

C61

Her family accepted their relationship even if they did not agree to it, because they could not do anything about it.

Forced

ACCEPTANCE

E112

Her mom found it difficult to accept her at first, but she feels that her mom is gradually accepting her for who she is.

H190

Accepted her older brother from a fear that opposition might lead to suicide.

B39

Family is not against being gay but does not approve of cross-dressing.

Conditional

E123                                                

Her grandmother accepts her for who she is regardless of their upbringing, but prefers if she gets married.

E126

Her parents are supportive with who she is and who she is with, while her relatives are not.

A29

Her mother stated that being gay is not a sin but becomes wrong if they’re not good.

A30

Advised her not to use make-up.

A18

Her family accepted her and did not engage in physical violence, despite being aware that she’s gay or transgender.

Social and Familial Acceptance

A21

Her friends accept her for who she is.

B38

The family expressed their acceptance and support for being gay.

G167

Her family is aware of her identity and is fine with a boyish expression.

G169

Friends are accepting of who she is.

G172

Her parents observed the shift in their sexuality.

H182

Family members expressed their acceptance of a potential partner.

H189

Parents are religious but have not expressed disapproval of her identity.

J252

Has supportive allies such as best friends, siblings, and mother.

F156

Feels freely because of the support coming from friends and classmates.

A4

Recognized self-acceptance to discuss the idea of homosexuality as abnormal.

Self-Acceptance

C68

Acknowledged the inability to change because of how she truly felt.

D91

She never tried to suppress her gender identity.

D92

Found the idea of suppressing her gender identity as absurd.

D101

Is         happy  with     her            gender expression.

D106

Expressed that she feels great that she never thought about following what other people said.

E120

Leaned more    to         her            beliefs despite other religious beliefs..

E121

She chose to believe in what makes her comfortable and that there is nothing wrong with what she is doing.

E127

She accepted her transition immediately and did not find it difficult.

F138

No        longer  sought            validation from others.

F143

Expressed himself freely outside.

F147

Sees himself as a person with vast potential.

F153

Proud to show oneself to other people.

F154

Having no regrets about coming out because of self-acceptance.

F157

Feels appreciated on how he expresses himself with makeup.

F159

His aunt is accepting and encouraging his interests for dressing up.

G176

Expressed comfort with their identity.

B40

Expressed a sense of acceptance and positive attitude.

J261

Never had doubts and regrets choosing to transition into a woman.

 

 

Table 7. Theme Six: Expression: Authenticity and Liberation of the Self

Reference No.

Formulated Meanings

Cluster Theme

Emergent Theme

A7

She brought her external appearance in harmony with her internal sense of being a woman.

Appearance and Objects

EXPRESSION

A9

She continued to express her gender identity through her appearance despite returning to her country.

A8

She had a feminine appearance and style.

A12

Changed the way she projects herself because she will be a teacher.

A10

Underwent a shift in style especially in appearance, shifting away from a traditional feminine style.

A11

Does not wear make-up anymore and chooses to wear t-shirt and pants.

A14

She does not dress like a girl or wear make-up anymore.

C54

Has a preference to wear comfortable clothing instead of a boyish attire.

D69

Has a very feminine style and a friendly approach.

D70

Her feminine style and friendly approach contribute to the misperception of her gender identity.

D71

Emphasized    enjoyment            in makeup and fashion.

D72

Chosen not to conform to a stereotypical masculine look on expressing herself.

F155

Expressed himself freely, opting for an androgynous look.

F135

Presented a boyish appearance and engaging in traditionally masculine activities.

F160

Expressed       happiness            in         his interest in makeup and skincare.

G165

Her usual style of dressing is masculine but also incorporates feminine styles.

H179

Clothing          style            emphasizes     a much more feminine style.

H180

Wears makeup to events.

H187

Expresses herself in a feminine way.

H188

Comfortable with masculine clothes but leans more towards expressing herself in a feminine manner.

I198

Has      an         affinity for feminine fashion.

I200

Dislikes wearing house dresses outside but loves wearing them only at home.

I223

Expressed that wearing t-shirt and pants makes her comfortable and complacent.

I224

She is not that comfortable roaming around outside wearing something casual and a house dress.

I225

She      is            comfortable            wearing blouses or spaghetti tops.

I227

Sometimes goes out wearing spaghetti, shorts, and slippers with light-makeup and is comfortable facing people like that.

J257

Began cross-dressing during high school.

J267

Focused more on becoming feminine because of the broader selection and designs available for women’s clothing.

A15

Expressed that in her younger years, she dressed like a girl to attract or be in a relationship with a guy.

Attitude and Behavior

A24

Acknowledges the existence of discrimination and confronts those who oppose her.

B41

Used their identity to express talent.

B46

There   is          an            intention         of cross-dressing.

J243

Knew she was a transwoman because she believes possessing the heart of a woman.

A6

She expressed more of herself when she went abroad in Japan.

Freedom

A32

She started to grow her hair in Japan because she was far from her mother.

E108

Started to feel comfortable with the way she expressed herself, when she transferred location during her senior high school.

H178

Expressed their bisexuality through actions instead of clothing.

I230

She joined pageants before with her wife as her assistant.

J241

Passionate       for            fashion and playing with Barbie.

I231

Expressed that even though she is bisexual, she still fulfills her role as the head of the family.

A36

Suggested that if you’re gay you should be acting gentle or feminine, but also intelligent and audacious.

Preference

D102

She thought about presenting herself to be more masculine but stated she can’t because she really is feminine.

D103

Attracted         to both feminine and masculine styles.

E115

She is more masculine but acknowledged that she can also be feminine sometimes.

F139

Expresses a desire in exploring cross-dressing and participating in pageantry.

G166

Identifies as a bisexual but acknowledges a preference for masculine qualities.

I221

She had long hair before and disagreed being called “gay” by others.

 

 

 

 







 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


Figure 2. Emergent Model of the LGBTQIAs Experience on Gender Expression

 

 

 

Conclusions

 

Based on the findings of the study, the following conclusions were drawn:

Many experiences of LGBTQIA+ individuals residing in Surigao City varied from one

person to another in some circumstances. However, most of the LGBTQIA+ individuals shared

similar experiences, resulting in six (6) emerging themes such as self-discovery, difficulties and

challenges, concealment, coping, acceptance, and expression. Hence, for someone to understand

their gender expression, it is crucial to look into their journey of self-discovery, the obstacles

encountered, and other circumstances that allows them to openly be the person they choose to be

today. The external factors that influence their identity and their expression may also be related

to their path to authenticity and liberation in the near future. 

 

In accordance to the study’s findings, it is confirmed that any type of discrimination and

prejudice is inevitable for LGBTQIA+ individuals, and though there were informants who had

not experienced any type of injustice or bias towards them, they acknowledged that

discrimination and prejudice is still prevalent today for the LGBTQIA+ community.  As a result,

other informants described that they chose to conceal their gender identity and attempted to

conform to heteronormative standards of their society. Some of the LGBTQIA+ individuals also

mentioned that they transitioned from one gender identity to another later in their life. Moreover,

some of the informants also expressed acceptance within their family, friends, and themselves

while others were rejected and created coping strategies to feel secure. Indeed, the informants’

experiences from their family, friends, or society has made a huge impact on shaping their choice

in clothing, style, or their attitudes and behaviors towards themselves and other people. Moreover, while some of the informants have expressed liberation and others have not, the

informants were capable of expressing their preferences, therefore, serving as their gender

expression.

 

 

Implications

 

The following are the implications in light of the findings and conclusions:

 

LGBTQIA+ Community. The findings of this study would make it possible for them to feel seen, heard, supported, and understood. May this study serve as how they can be accepted in society and how they can foster a sense of belongingness. The idea would make it easier for the members to live without stigma, discrimination, and prejudice.

 

Families and Friends. The findings of this study would equip families and friends of the members of the LGBTQIA+ with insights that would empower them to create an environment where acceptance can foster. The findings would also serve as a guide, encouraging them to embrace diversity and contribute to the well-being and sense of belongingness of their LGBTQIA+ loved ones.

 

Surigaonons. The results of this research would enlighten the citizens of Surigao City regarding the experiences of LGBTQIA+ individuals and what they have undergone while coping with their negative experiences. The findings would also help them realize that homophobic and transphobic remarks are unacceptable therefore fostering understanding, empathy, and sensitivity would help reduce insensitive comments.

 

Government. The findings of this study could provide our local government units the information and knowledge they may seek about mental health regarding the experiences of the members of the LGBTQIA+ community and help them understand and develop initiatives to prevent difficulties and challenges such as stigma, discrimination, and prejudice.

 

Psychology Students. The findings of this study would assist them in determining the effectiveness of mental health concerning the LGBTQIA+ members’ experiences and encouraging the eradication of stigma and discrimination.

 

Future Researchers. The findings of this study can serve as a foundation for future research. The results would also serve as a summary for topics related to the Filipino experience in terms of gender expression and encourage awareness on the struggles experienced by the members of the LGBTQIA+ community.

 

 

 

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